24 Candles

My 24th Birthday is tomorrow. This time last year, celebrating was the last thing I wanted to do. I didn't have a cake, a party, nothing. I didn't even want presents. Even though my wonderful husband and family had to get me something. My birthday was only 2 weeks after my first loss and I was not in a good place. This year is different. I'm in a much better place now and even feel like celebrating my birthday this time. I still miss my angels very much, but I know they are safe and happy in heaven. A place full of love and void of pain and sadness. Of course I still look forward to the day when I can hold and raise my own pumpkin on this earth with me. And I know that day is coming.